My Life In A Box

2006-09-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

Today is my 22nd birthday.

Wish myself a always happy girl.

Happy Birthday! Yeah!

2006-09-02T09:44:00.000+08:00

I stayed at home on friday night and woke up early this morning, hoping to accompany my mum. As I never really stayed home on friday night, and thereafter not home on saturdays.
Sad to say, she will going for her medical check-up and I am unable to accompany her as I will be having an appointment with Jean Yip Salon later on at 1.00pm. And then 5pm meeting the others at Bugis. Awwwwwwzzz!

Bishan Library will be opening in another 15 - 20 minutes time. I am so excited ! ! !

2006-09-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

I think one cannot deny to put one of the wonderful memories online. You see happy, people see, people envy. That is life.
Yesterday watched a VCD on Buddhist teachings. We are all born with a heart of gold but was blackened by the evil teachings of the outside world. We are always judged by how much money you have, what kind of job you are in, the status you are in, how many cards you have. Well, the fact about me that I cant deny I love Gucci! And my legs wobble whenever I see one hayabusa on the street. That is about me. I think I have just two obessions, very weak ones.

I had my braces tightened today. It is horrible. I can feel the tension in the clinic today. The dental assistant isn't in good mood today. My dentist isn't that cheerful today. Perhaps they had a fight before I went. The mood just wasn't right. Normally they are a group of happy people.

Oh yah, going for a gathering tomorrow with Christopher, Shaowei, Fazlinda and finally Juleana who just came back from her studies in Australia. It has been two years since the last time I met her at our Graduation Day. Well, I still remember her saying that she is going over to Aust to study for her degree course for like 1 and half years. Goodness, I feel old again. I don't know why but the feeling of turning 22 is too much for me to bear. Then when I went to bathe today, I suddenly thought of my good old friend, Yinzi - whom I know her since secondary one. A person with a simple thoughts, no evils doings and a friend in need. A friend whom I can trust in and just a good old friend of mine. Hence by thinking of that, next year...will be 2007 and that marks the 10th year knowing her!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL? That is so bad...10 years knowing each other. . . . . . Are we growing old that fast??!!

I am going botox sooner or later. Cheers to my youthfulness and lastly to my lasting cheerfulness. Definitedly my wish to get back my heart of gold which was taken away from me 2 years ago.

Signing off.

2006-08-31T00:15:00.000+08:00

As usual, I went to gym today. After the first 45 minutes of combat lesson, my heart raced. My head spins. I feel like vomitting. Then I feel spinning again. I sat on the toilet bowl and begin to cool down and doing some warming down exercises. God! I still feel quite unwell.

haiz. Im getting really weak. Should get more warm ups next time.

2006-08-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

It's been a pleasure to see my line-up events done up last friday. Finally I get to rest. No more committee members committment for the next few months. The customer day held at Le Baroque believed to be a success and yipee!

Here's Hazel Lian and Me - we realized that we are actually former ex-nypians from sbm after several donkey months..!

Heres me with connie from c.s!

And Sze Sze and me!

2006-08-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

What makes you the person now is how your upbringing is done. Or it maybe the environment you are in now.
What makes a person so crude and annoying also depends on the character of the individual. You may hate it so much that you want to hang the person right away. OR, you may like to do the alternative way which I often recommended to people who brought up this topic.

Is to LIKE the person. AKA: Make your enemy as your best friend. Simple as that. Make that 'special' someone like how you treat your best friend. You will be amazed by how pampered the person you hated most becomes your pet of the year. It comes to a point that you will start to crawl around the people like honey bees, trying to attract every soul like your favourites. Believe me or anot, it works like hell.

Be careful people, know your limits and know who are your real friends. Know your limitations and know the reality! Goood luucck!!

p/s: kindly note the above mentioned is about the working environment.

2006-08-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

wow! thanks EHA and CH. Nice to hear from you guyz. Im really impressed. cos' someone is really peeping in here! it so cheezy and I love it. ;)

Anyway, I just came back from bangkok with of cos a huge of shopping bags now. I bought not so many and I want to go again!! It's too cheap there. Eat and shop non-stop. That's it = fat mouse.

Oh yeah, I did my very first virgin CAPOEIRA FITNESS in gym today! It was so thrilling and anxious for me. Cos' the class is just too little people and makes me feel werid...Hmm.
As usual, I'm not so-fast-a-learner and at some points, stoned a little and there. I was alone of cos. It's great. Fun and sure go again next week if no OT.
I was walking home and thought of something. We all went through secondary education and always had this P.E lesson scheduled in our time-table, isn't it? And do you remember you, yourself skipping all those lessons cos' you are too lazy or just do not want to sweat out or simply find the lesson a hassle or boring.
And people these days actually PAY to go exercise aka go gym. Erm. I'm saying these as I am not guilty cos' I attended almost 99% of the PE lessons. How about the 1%? Erm, too busy with my cca activities back then. Oh yeah, too active until poly times still busy till fail exams. Im just too stupid.
Back to the topic, oh yeah...just I was talking about people paying to go exercise, including myself. I think we are too blessed then to have everything lined up properly for us and we just don't appreciate the things we have.

Time to reflect. I will try yoga tomorrow. It will definitedly help me to see through my soul.

2006-08-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

Can I anyone tell me the meaning of the word 'Respect'?
I am born with a kind heart to my friends. All right, I admit that I am guilty of not being nice to some people and grins in my heart with an evil thought at times. But when it comes to work, i mean real working environment, I mean no harm at all. And what I want from them is self-respect. I talked to people in a nice way and I assumed people will replied in a good way. Some people just do not get it. I think I own them in some ways? I do not think so. To the some people I dislike sometimes, for the sake of loving the people around you, please go home and learn 'moral values' from your parents. Or perhaps their parents are just IDIOTIC is you are. WHO KNOWS? DAMN IT.

Why are credit cards and 'status' of how loaded you are are always crowded in people's minds? I do not own credit cards and I am proud of it as I do not think I need to work very hard for it. It comes with the course of nature. If you have the flair for your work, you earn it. You do need to go around hanging your credit cards that I HAVE ONE or TWO or a batch of them? I mean, what for? Oh yeah, sounded really agitated. haha..Get me out of the situation!! please.
Just around 2 -3 days back, met my cousin joanna's friend who has this loaded mind of how much you earn per mth and what you working as for the very first question you met this someone whom you don't even know. And thanks for the fact that he is 26 years old. And I as a kid of 21 years old can tell you that is not a good question to break the ice. What the .... !
I hate people who try to ask and ask and kept asking how much you earn. Oh my god. Don't you know that a person's salary is one of the most confidential thingy in the world? Alicia Koh Bee Peng, please help me in this! Alicia is one the most professional HR Executive friend I have that supported me in the above mentioned statement of mine. Trust me, it is confidential. Please remember. I am, sensitive.
Oh well, that isn't a really good idea to break the cold ice. I think I had already fell onto the ground and cracked. And of course, melt forever. Unless you buy me a freezer with double the cost.

Oh yesh another thing is that he is a regular man who signed bond with the goverment and proudly highlighted the cc thingy to me. If for goodness sake, if you are that smart to own a business and make loads of money then you Hao Lian. Dont hao lian in front of me if you are just a regular in the army or whatever. I am getting really sick.

Sorry, to other regular ns men out there, no offence to you all. I am just 'voicing' out in my blog.

I think I have this mental blockage in my brain that doesn't allow me to talk mercifully to new friends I meet already. I think I have already this phobia of meeting bad guys. I mean, sad to say I am vulnerable to the nature. And to the deadly people who always try to hurt me. I am scared and sometimes I get really agitated over the hurtful things you guys blurted out? I think I am very sensitive over the words , or maybe I am too sensitive. I do not know. Someone please help me out. I think I like people who can talk to me in very light conversations, like general topics >movies > hobbies >latestest happenings in the world or whatsoever! Why do they have to sensitive topics and made me like a mad woman who disgraced herself again and again.

And it seems like I do not give any good impression to the new people I met this year? My hearts tell me so. Bless Me. Please. I mean no harm.

I dont know, but it doesn't seem to be a good week for me.

2006-07-20T22:43:00.000+08:00

It wasn't a good week for me at work. I was brutually beaten.
Hope for a better and a happier week ahead. Good luck to me!

2006-07-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

As planned, my weekends went smoothly!!!

AM Saturday, Zoo:

PM Saturday, MA LA Steamboat:

AM Sunday, SENTOSA!:

And Lastly a good meal with thanks from faz treat at pizza hut!

17 July 2006

11 Aug 2004

Spot the difference!
A picture says a thousand words. Keep in touch friends!

2006-07-14T23:22:00.000+08:00

I had my braces on, finally. Yipee. It is definitedly not a comfortable thing for me, and i think it makes me uglier. But definitedly not as painful as I had my separators in between my teeth. It hurts and I can't bite normal food. I have to swallow food. Can you imagine that?
It took my dentist around an hour to have my set of braces on and It was hurting especially at the back ends. However and thankfully, it does not really hurt me after the braces was done. I do not know why but I can't really bite on my front tooth, just one. Yes. And now I know why my teeth is so important to me.

I hate going to the dentist and I had avoided for like 3 years (the time spent in poly) I don't think I like the sounds of the equipments and the irritating sizzling noises of the instruments. But I am grateful that my teeth hasn't rotten that yet. Erm..

Oh yeah, met up with Lewis for a dinner after work today. We had a good chat and some updates on each side. Well, he has been my old friend since secondary one and also councillor mate and thereafter went to the same poly. But also difted apart after each of us having our own commitments and making some new friends. sigh. As what I always have in thought that you only can do your part and it is always up to other friend of yours whether to secure this friendship with you. Sad to say, many don't. I regretted in the past and I doing what I can right now. Arghz. Never mind, I talking *&^% here again.

Back to work, I am not really slogging at my workplace but seems that I'm getting real well there. And it has never come to me that I can click well with my colleagues and having some real fun chatting and having our regular buffets sessions during lunch. I hope I just don't get overweight overtime. Blessed Me! Anyway, life is called good and hope it works well for the next few years :)

Some line ups for the weekends:

Saturday(tomorrow): Zoo outing with mum, sis and aunt (AM) and Ma La Steamboat at Yang Place (PM)

Sunday: Sentosa outing with Shaowei, Chris and Qiaoling(AM) and then Pizza Hut at JP cum surprise for faz. (PM)

Are virgos so desperately looking for perfect schedules all day long to occupy herself? So is it that she is afraid of losing her friends in time to come? Hahaha...

Anyway, I just can hope everything works well and not again another hipcup.

2006-07-02T19:31:00.000+08:00

Finally I had my fourth teeth extracted and separators are in my mouth now, stuck in between the teeth (8 of them) causes me loads of trouble. I had to stick to soft diet. ARGHz. Pain pain pain when I bite onto slightly hard food. Dont know what the pain is going to be this coming friday when the metal thingy will be successfully constructed into my mouth.

Wish me all the best and a painless week ahead.

2006-06-29T00:10:00.000+08:00

I do admit I may be defensive at times. Hmm, perhaps it is the nature of the job or company I am in that makes me what I am right now? I think so. Heck! Never mind if you do not know what I am referring to. Anyway, people commented what the world hell I am talking about in my blog. Oh well, it is a space for my little frustration and happiness. But I do believe that this blog of mine does not really provide me a privacy to voice whatever I have in mind. I do have little secrets and so does everyone of us. I guess I will only reveal in my own written diary rather than in the blog? HWHAHA..

I don't think you going to blog down your deepest secrets you have in mind? WHAHA.
Today I went back to school. Loads of fun and laughter. I love SCHOOL!

2006-06-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

i loathe KIM JONG II ! Been reading news these days in regards to the North Korea preparation to launch a long-range ballistic missile this month.
why the hell he rather starve his own people and build ballistic missiles? Brutual murderer at all times! Was surfing the web for more information of this freak, he seems interesting for me to research on. I think I look freaky too, fancy me doing research on him! (I should be more hardworking when I'm back in school!) awww...school! I miss school again :(

Right. I am following up every single news on tv, on north korea. And recently caught a movie of 'A Korean War Movie (Taegukgi)' It was definitedly a 10 popcorns movie that you must buy or rent at all means. In total, I cried for like 3 - 4 times during the show. How pathetic I am! Can you imagine the pillows with me are all soaked with my tears? Whats more? I am at that time nesting my extracted teeth (bleeding).
Anyway, the movie comes in handy at the same time I am with the obession with north korea.

Arghz. Oh yeah, just got 2 of my teeth extracted last saturday morning!!!!!!
You will never want to know the horrifying experience I went through. I look one stupid nervous woman who crawl to the clinic with the greeny face that morning. Amazingly, the extraction wasn't painful but is the injections! awww.... one tooth = 2 injections. I had one upper and one lower extracted that day. The upper tooth went smoothly. However when the dentist was shaking out my lower tooth, I felt something and immediately told him. He said 'oh, okie,he then injected again!! ' awww..... there again, I feel pretty fine after that. No pain, no gain. It is actually the injections that scares me. This coming friday, i'm going to extract another 2! Ouch.

Japan warns North Korea

2006-06-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Japan warns North Korea

A Senate committee urged President Bush to enter into direct talks with North Korea to avert a missile crisis, while Japan announced it would support sanctions.

BY BO-MI LIM

Associated Press

SEOUL, South Korea - Japan said Sunday that ''all options'' would be considered against North Korea, including oil and food sanctions, if the communist country tested a long-range missile that could reach the United States.

The United States, Japan and other countries have been trying to head off a potential missile launch. Intelligence reports say fuel tanks have been seen around a missile at a launch site on North Korea's northeastern coast, but officials say it is difficult to determine from satellite photos if the rocket is actually being fueled.

In Washington, leaders of the Senate Foreign Relations Committee said the Bush administration should talk directly with North Korea -- something Pyongyang has been seeking for years.

''It would be advisable to bring about a much greater intensification of diplomacy, and this may involve direct talks between the United States and North Korea,'' said committee Chairman Sen. Richard Lugar, R-Ind.

WAR ANNIVERSARY

In Pyongyang, ''hundreds of thousands'' of North Koreans marked the anniversary of the 1950 start of the Korean War by ''denouncing the U.S. imperialists, the sworn enemy of the Korean people,'' according to the North's official Korean Central News Agency.

The protesters ''reiterated the firm stand of the army and people of [the North] that should the U.S. imperialists ignite another war of aggression on this land, they will mobilize all the political and ideological might and military potentials built up generation after generation . . . and mercilessly wipe out the enemies and victoriously conclude their standoff with the U.S.,'' KCNA reported.

The Korean War ended in a 1953 cease-fire.

South Korean President Roh Moo-hyun told war veterans that the North's apparent moves to launch a missile show that security on the peninsula is ''still volatile,'' but he stressed that Seoul will continue reconciliation efforts. Those efforts started after a historic 2000 summit between the two nations.

''I think building trust between South and North [Korea] would provide a strong foundation for preserving peace,'' Roh said in comments released by his office.

POTENTIAL TEST

The government in Pyongyang gave no hint whether it would test-fire a missile, said Jane Coombs, New Zealand's ambassador to the Koreas, who met with top North Korean officials. She recently took a four-day trip to Pyongyang.

The potential test is believed to be of a Taepodong-2 missile, which the U.S. government estimates has a range of between 5,000 and 7,500 miles.

''All options are on the table,'' Japanese Foreign Minister Taro Aso said Sunday on public broadcaster NHK, referring to what Japan would do if there was a launch. ``I believe public opinion would condone sanctions, even on oil or food.''

The Bush administration has said it is relying on diplomacy to head off the suspected test, but there has been speculation it might use its fledgling missile-defense system to shoot down an incoming missile if it is fired.

Pyongyang has said it is willing to talk to the United States about its missile concerns.

Associated Press reporters Hiroko Tabuchi in Tokyo and Foster Klug in Washington contributed to this report.

2006-06-18T12:22:00.000+08:00

Problematic seems to be correct adjective to be used against me for the last 1 & the half years. I have so many questions in my mind. I am such one called: "The Problematic Kid". I hate people who misbehave in front of me. I hate people who cheats on me. I hate living this world who is covered with people of misconduct. I hate myself who is easily manipulated by people. I hate myself who is easily deceived. I hate the place I am living in.

Why is that one has to grow out of his or her own comfort space?

This leads to the topic of the 7 deadly sins:

Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

Humans. It is only after 'you went through something' .. then you realize the real meaning of life itself. It also simply applies to people who is looking REAL LOVE. What is real love by the way? Does it also includes finding a partner that 'pleases' you all the time or simply finding someone whom you think loves and cares for you for a lifetime?

These days I couldn't find a Differentiation between Men and Women. Though it is said: MEN ARE FROM MARS - WOMEN ARE FROM VENUS - A practical guide for improving communication and getting what you want in your relationships.

Sometimes, I don't see the need for that. Because women these days are revolving to be MEANER men. They have become the woman above man. Emotional feelings doesn't takes place anymore. Cash, Big Cars and a Condominium counts. Love can wait. Oh yes, love can wait.
This month counts the 3rd marriage I received from my secondary and polytechnic friends. Getting settled down at the age of 22. How I wish I were them. There is nothing wrong in getting married and having a family before you reach the age of 25. No one can predict what is the future is ahead of you. Who knows..You may the next getting married! WOO HAA!

I am living in a such a small island. I get to bump into people whom I once knew. I bumped into them but without uttering a word ' HI'. I got hesitated at the moment. I am afraid that they don't recongise me or maybe they do not want to recongise me anymore? You wouldn't know. You get loads of funny reactions.

Life is unpredictable. I have once had a group of fun-loving primary school friends whom I get along with, though all uncontactable..I 'predicted' then that they would have a good life much better than me. A good university education and later a promising career life ahead of them. ' A good life much better than me' - simply puts it they have better academic results than me, so it automatically tuned me that they have a better future than me lah.
Whatever ... back to the topic: Oh yeah, it so happens to my good friend is that her mum died in an accident when she is 16 then. (secondary 4) and i guess it interrupted her studies progress and hence she is handicapped with an O levels cert. I wouldn't know how is life for her now. But I think she is doing good based on her pictures I saw :)
I remembered how nice her mum treated me whenever I come over to her place. Memories are always memories, and as time goes by, it starts to fade.

Friends I love to cherish. But it also takes a little effort for other party to appreciate and take a second step. I will for now, try to live life to happiness for my family and friends and nothing else at the moment.

Smoking ban

2006-06-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Smoking ban extended to food outlets from 1 July

The smoking ban is going to be extended to over 7,000 food outlets like cafes, coffee shops and hawker centres nation-wide from 1 July.

So, what happens if you are caught flouting the rules?

For smokers, there will be a fine of $200.

For managers of food outlets, there will be an initial fine of $200 and $500 for a subsequent offence.

The smoking ban will be extended to entertainment outlets like pubs, clubs and karaoke lounges in July next year.

"For me, it's a problem because I am a smoker. For me, when I eat, I smoke. If I have to go to the 20 percent area, it's very.....problematic," said a smoker.

Hawker centres without outdoor areas can designate 10 percent of their seating capacity as a smoking corner.

"It's good to separate them, non-smokers will feel at ease," said a customer.

2006-06-13T02:48:00.000+08:00

I love to blog in the middle of the night when everyone is asleep. Although I can lock my room and do my own stuffz, but somehow I feel that I shouldn't do that. Partly, my mum will keep knocking my door, desperately wanted to talk to me - due to 'seldom talk to me in the day theory' and to build a better relationship with her daughter - and also because her daughter kept going out on weekends and not accompaying her. I am trying to CHANGE for now.

All right, I can blog freely and comfortably without anyone pops up suddenly from my back. This is called privacy in the night.

I caught a cold today after my gym lesson today. I do not know why. I feel so sick after the lesson and was making my way home and my mum was actually in the same train as me. And we walked home together, and thereafter had dinner at home. I have a nasty running nose which kept bothering me till now! I just hope it gets better tomorrow, and hopefully no MC.

Oh yes, talking about my parents, they are BACK from their EUROPE honeymoon. They bought LOADS of chocolates (to my delight and amazement). I am trying very hard to taste every single flavour every day before I put on my braces and simply says..before my teeth is extracted at the end of this month. Just a little info: im extracting 4 teeth!!!! Can you imagine the pain? I have no idea... I only know that I have to get my gums injected! I hate it. But I have to do it. I feel just so sick! arghz.

the famous GIOTTO! I tried once years back and thought it was a perfect chocolate You MUST have for once ! can only keep for 6 mths!

MARMITE in Hear Shaped! different kinds of coffee/tea packs

And lastly a wonderful trip for both of them :)

2006-05-31T01:03:00.001+08:00

Here I am doing some of my blog designs. I think the ones I did just a minute ago looks very ... ... (I don't know) Like not nice. Shouldn't have put stars? Sigh.

Here it goes, my life in a box. So squarish, so boring.

box

2006-05-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

Mum and Dad went to Europe for their honeymoon for 12 days! arghz..... I should have went! I regretted sooo much!!! Mum promise that we are going to taiwan this coming chinese new year... haha... still have to wait for like 6 more months?
wah seh. better than nothing. taiwan also not bad, since i have never been there. Erm. SO SAD!! I want to go to paris!! arghz.... nevermind, let them enjoy ~_~v
Oh well, I went to x-ray today at somerset. Wahaha... freaking scary. Cos' I have done x-ray for my teeth before. Damn. I thought it will be so crowded there that I took half day leave. It's like a cold island with a handful of patients. Took my x-ray(s) and went back to Bishan to pass to the clinic. I am going to do up my teeth!!!!! FINALLYY!!!! That's it - Braces for like 2 years?
Oh my god!

2006-05-28T17:41:00.000+08:00

I think it always takes ages for me to complete my blogskin. Because I am too fussy over tiny things. A perfectionist in nature. whahaa ...

tonight my parents are going to europe for 12 days! Can u imagine that? I should have tag along. But thinking about the number of leave i come back? WOW! Better stay in singapore. damn!
will be sending them to the airport later after dinner. shiok, by SQ flight.
bon voyage !!

p/s: blogskin still under conmstruction!

2006-05-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

21st May (sunday): My company organised this family day at SAFRA(Mount Faber)!

I was the committe member and I feel so sick! Besides the normal piling of work everyday, I still have to do extra things every now and then. Needless to say for this time round - the family day. I feel so relieved that it is already over and time to ponder over the next big thing - customer day!
Anyway, here are some of the photos I taken during that day as I am the photographer !

Packets of drinks for the people....

SHOES!!!

Still preparing on Sunday @ 9am!

Say cheese!

cuties!

haha!

heres me with company P.A.

Not forgetting cutie bud!

2006-05-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

2006-05-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

I asked myself: Am I making the right decision?
I feel so blank.
Memories seems to vanish.

2006-05-13T10:14:00.000+08:00

I woke up.
I could feel the silence.
So often, my mobile rings. It doesn't so this time.
silent.
I look around the room. I couldn't feel him around anymore.
The presence has gone.

2006-05-13T03:32:00.000+08:00

too lost in you makes me loses my senses.
I need happiness, love and concern.
Be strong..

2006-05-13T02:08:00.000+08:00

Forget his name, forget his face,
Forget his kiss and warm embrace.
Forget the time you spent together.
Forget it all he is gone forever.

Forget the fact that he once cared,
Forget the love that he once shared.
Forget his love that once was true,
Remember now there is someone new.

Forget you cried all night long,
Forget him when they play your song.
Forget how close you once were.
Remember how he chose her.

Forget you memorized the way he walked.
Forget the way that he talked.
Forget the times he made you mad.
Remember how he made you feel so sad.

© By Ashley N. Johnson

2006-05-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

I dont know ending it is such a diffcult task
I am happier, as for now.
Don't ask me few weeks down the road. I simply have no idea what will be going on my mind.
I only know that for the past one year, I have mild depression and obesity syndrome (my definition for over-weight.)

I woke up this morning feeling a little better, refreshed and awaken from my nightmare.
And I reached Suntec Convection hall like 6.45 in the morning. Can you believe it? Well, this is the first time me walking alone at city hall and seeing suntec city in pitch darkness.
What's up with me at suntec today? Arghz. It is the annual SMEs conference. So my company gets a booth space and to be stationed as an exhibitor from like 7am ~ 4pm! SIck.

I am going to party like hell later, at M.O.S! I don't care! I will be a crazy woman later. Actually I do not know what will happening later but somehow I feel very relaxed and just wanted to breathe more air like I have never done so before.

Till then, will keep everyone updated.

P/S: Thanks Dia and Amy for messaging me in my blog.
AMY> After reading your blog, I have also did the same thing as you at the ATM this morning. Press the wrong button and ~~ TA-DA~~a STACK of unwanted cash in my HANDS!!!!
Simply cool!

2006-05-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep in the night
I want to let it go
Just let go
To seek my own life
I have always wanted to

Silent in my ears
I didn't hear your whisper
I just let it go
forever and ever

In hopes for a better tomorrow
For me and you
To forget the memories
forever and ever
I know it takes time
Slow me down
I will recover
From the heart wrecking moments
I believe so

Forget you
Time will heal my love for you
Just to let it go
Forever and ever
Forgive me and you

2006-04-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

I had a quiet dinner with my mummy 2 days ago, at grassroots club. I asked her about some aspects of life and I felt that I am confiding to her more than the usual me.

I am not sure what to say and how to say it, but it seems that she is trying to find out what I am trying to say and what is happening to me. I am blessed with a mum like her, to be able to talk to her like a friend in need.

She said love is blind. And to me, to some extend it is very true. Does people going around having boyfriends and girlfriends just for the sake of companionship or really looking for a life long partner? As for me, I am looking for a lifelong partner. I think its is very important to have someone by your side everyday, in happiness or sorrows and to share your dreams and living life together hand in hand. And if possible, till old.

All right, I have been bugging my colleagues and friends and of course my mum these days about the above mentioned topic. Or should I say, the hot topic of the week for my blog. Later my friends will think I have another serious depression or head damage attack again.

"A smile a day keeps my depression away."

2006-04-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

I had a quiet dinner with my mummy just now at grassroots club. I asked her about some aspects of life and I felt that I am confiding to her more than the usual me.

I am not sure what to say and how to say it, but it seems that she is trying to find out what I am trying to say and what is happening to me. I am blessed with a mum like her, to be able to talk to her like a friend in need.

She said love is blind. And to me, to some extend it is very true. Does people going around having boyfriends and girlfriends just for the sake of companionship or really looking for a life long partner? As for me, I am looking for a lifelong partner. I think its is very important to have by yourself everyday, in happiness or sorrows and to share your dreams and living life together hand in hand. And if possible, till old.

All right, I have been bugging my colleagues and friends and of course my mum these days about the aboven mentioned topic. Or should I say, the hot topic of the week for my blog. Later I think my friends will think again, I have this serious big problem of depression or head damage attack again.

"A smile a day keeps my depression away. "

2006-04-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

I have this habit of picturing others having a fotunate good life in life itself.
I have always wondered the decisions I have made made 5 years down the road. ('what if..')
Many things in my life I have regretted of not doing and doing it. And I bet it applies to everyone of us here. I adore people who are able to live life to the fullest and adore men who love their women to bits and having a happy family life. I adore my parents who are to live life to happiness.

I for one thing adore myself to be a devote idiot queen. I adore myself to be someone who is down-to-earth bitch who loves someone who couldn't let go. I adore myself who don't plan for the future and let the future plans for myself.

Life is as miserable as a grey stone lying on a tiny island. You get all all kinds of weather everyday. People see you shine and weep any other day. But does anyone knows what is inside of you? Sometimes I am so happy when I do have friends whom I can confide with. But the ultimate happiness lies in the hands of me, myself. I am a minority woman of the 21st century who wants to get married and have kids. It is not going to happen anyway. If my mind and soul stays strong, it is perhaps going to change. oh yeah.

I am going to malaysia tomorrow for the weekend. till then, stay strong , valeria.

2006-03-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

Big Jam at Suntec City Fountain of Wealth 25th Mar 2006 - 7pm
Telecast in Channel U April 9th 2006 at 8pm. (if i am not wrong) - hehe...

I would like to thank on behalf of RN to YINZI, DIANA AND AMY for taking some time to come down to the BIG JAM on saturday.. Your sweetest will never be forgotten !! MUACKz!

And of course every bit of RN supporters - thanks for all the screams and sweat and cos the support !

They had put up an awesome performance on saturday and let's stay tune and hope they will get into the next round yeap! Horraay!

The Stage

Queue before the entrance

committe members of RN (haha)

yeah!!

RN - AI NI!!!

crab > belinda> milk

waiting to start...

rock on!!

Alex 'ah le',t he guitarist and wen hui the vocalist

CK !!

Frankie the bassist and Alez !!

like this photo ! wohoo!

Superband!

2006-03-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

I think I have become an anti-blogger.

What the hell? I have not been blogging for days.

All right, let's make a quick update on my life these few days. I have been running from the office to suntec convention centre for the past two days and yes, tomorrow is the last day. My boss asked me to attend this booth for our company for the Diplomatic Conference at Suntec. So it goes to my half a day thingy at suntec. It was fun. Because partly I get to seize an opportunity to talk to foreign delegates and to explain our company's products and services to them. WOW!

Allright,that is partly work. HEY! I went to Raffles to have my ABT class together with mum and her colleague. It was not so bad afterall. My thighs didnt really ache and I am going to boxexcise class tomorrow at Orchard. WOW! Time for a workout yeah. After hours and hours slogging at work and stuffing myself with food.

2006-02-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

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2006-02-23T21:50:00.000+08:00

Are we always asking for a perfect life?
People always question the true meaning of life. We breathe and live life to the fullest whenever we can. We joke, we laugh and cry and sometimes mourn.
We purchase a LV bag, bought expensive clothings and hang out at exclusive VIP rooms in pubs. We glamour ourselves for the pride and riches we wanted.
Back to home, you saw your family quietly enjoying a good day, sipping coffee and eating biscuits. Your mum always searched for the cheapest sale and marketed all the greatest worth buys in shopping malls. Dad sit still and read all the news in the world.
You look into your world of enjoyment. You are so fortunate. You ponder.
What is the true meaning of life? Is money the only solution to the wonderful endulgence in the world?
I read in one of the book that a particular monk is actually in his early twenties. I was amazed simply because I could not find any youngsters of early 20s in singapore who practices monasticism, adopting a strict religious and ascetic lifestyle. And the one thing that makes me giggle was that he actually went ZOUK last time. So, he was actually someone like me and you who club. Who knows? Maybe you will be like him one fine day? Hence, whenever I go club, I have always this thinking that someone out there will be a monk or nun one day.

I do admit that I see money as one of my wonders in my life.
I love money! And simply because of my greed for wealth, glamour and comfort, sometimes, my mind will go wild. Let's us see something: -

You worked so hard to get yourself the latest and stylish mobile phone. You wanted to the same as all your girl friends to get a gucci wallet. You wanted to go party all night long to get attention.

But of course, I maybe implying this scenrio of myself or yourself only. It doesn't apply to all, good to say. And I must admit that one of old good friend of mine does not engaged in any of these. Which goes to show that we are in control of our mind. What we want to do and wish to do is in control of own self. The evil and selfishess minds diverted us to the hollow side of human beings. When war begins, people grab hold their tiny life and ignore others.
What about the charity donations we have now? People chucked tons of money into organisations and in the end, we are conned. Example xxx. What is the world of 'charity' means?
Every one of us are selfish in our ways. Yes, you maybe generous in treating friends lunch or whatever shit it is. BUT! That is because you are loaded. Imagine, you only earn $900 a month, do you think you will treat your friends to lunch or dinner every now and then? I don't think so. Perhaps, only a cup of kopi-o. But to me, that is really good enough for your old friends who appreciate you.

People treat you nice because of a motive. - In return of a good favour. See people in another way and you will begin turn things another way. i am not also implying that ALL people are the same. But do be caution. Because it may lead to another path that no one can help you again. Do remember to control of what you think or you will begin to hallucinate that everyone is cheating of a good favour.
Many times in a life, you will meet a very good-hearted person. Someone who can help you in many ways, honest and having a good listening ear when your problem arises. Sad to say that there are not many around.

Working life rises this popular topic of 'Office Politics' which drove me crazy. You act a smiley face every day to work but in the end, you get back stabbed in the back. That is life! Face it and done with it! There is always nothing to worry of unless you are a lazy bum. Show your good working attitude in front of your boss and let him or her to appreciate you. Kick any stupid idiot bum if they happened to jump into your way. There is no soft way out in office politics. There is only the 'fierce battle' out there for you to fight off. I questioned myself many a times this week:-
Is the corporate world that I am going to work for? - For my rest of my life? That will be so horrible, isn't it?
Then, I begin to understand why big lawyers changed their field of careers to gym instructors or whatever that smoothen one's soul.

The true meaning of life? - what's your point?

editor for the day
valeria

2006-02-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

This is one song that makes me cry and describes myself.
-sigh-

歌曲：无尽的爱

歌手：成龙/金喜善 专辑：电影神话原声带

成:解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手
(especially this whole part)

(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对
相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠
(韩)金:现在紧抓住我的手闭上眼睛
请你回想起过去我们恋爱的日子
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
合:让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头永不放弃的梦
我们是因为太爱
所以更使得我们痛苦
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
我们千万不要忘记我们的约定
唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
成:爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话

Question of the day: Why is it that I choose to wait and not let go?

2006-02-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

You walked into a cold meeting room
heart beats

A minute just went past
You can hear your heart thumps faster like you are running a thousand miles.

It is your turn.
Your brain freezes

i am trying hard everyday to create a good conversation. the art of joke creation. For a better tomorrow.

2006-02-05T05:01:00.000+08:00

GONG XI FAI CAI and may I have all the riches in the world! wahahaha.... I am crazy....
All right, I didn't have this great fun during CNY. I was sick during the 2nd and 3rd day of the Lunar Chinese New Year!
God! I just to club for only two days and I just went bedridden for the whole days!!! My sore throat kills me and my whole body aches like crazy and my PMS started like no one business. Arghz!
Oh , just a relief from my work that I am not so stressed up at the moment and at least I am able to go back to my gym for now. And I am planning for a short trip to Malaysia, Genting with monkey. Oh yeah? hahaha..

2006-01-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

As kelvin says that I am not blogging these few weeks, I had decided to blog something down today. :)

Haha..
Anyway, my life kind of hectic. Work is loaded all over my head. I can hardly breathe in the office and my face just stoned all day long. My colleague thinks I am very stressed. YAH I AM! They finds me odd when I took some snacks from the cupboad(our pantry) during tea break - ('ALONE and QUIETLY'). haha... I think because we often squeak too much during work and create much fun eating and talking at times.

It can't be help, my colleage went on leave and I have to suck all the workload. I can't she herself handling everything for nearly 2 1/2 years. phew.

Tomorrow, I will be heading to Yang Yang place for a steamboat cum D.C reunion dinner. WOW! Sounds great.! Cos' we will be having HOT POT STEAMBOAT with loads of FOOOODDDD and hard liquor!!! (WHAHA) Let's pray that we do not heated up at the end of the dinner. But Yang,Eugene, Ch and Kel will going to the wet market to buy stuffs in the afternoon whereas, me and qiaoling will only be coming in the evening. Poor us, we had to work so hard.

They will also planning to have a KTV session after dinner but see how it goes. Perhaps we are dead tired by then? Erm...
Can't wait till tomorrow cos' I need a break!

GONG XI FA CAI TO MY FRIENDS!

2006-01-08T15:51:00.000+08:00

It has been raining all day long man....
oh my god.! It is January and why is it still raining? Please give me some sunshine.
The weather now depicts ME! oh god.please don't cry with me. I wish i wish...i can be brighten up with some sunshine and some love and hugs and loads more happier moments.
I hate working life cos' i get invites to baby 1st month celebration. Cos' I can't be as happy as them.
You know what I want in life? Ta da! A Happy Family! anyone can tell me how i can fulfill that wish of mine?

2006-01-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

I think bothering over what has happened in the past makes my health weaker.
I have been eating tuna and chocolates for the past few days.
I am getting an eating diorder.
definitedly not on diet.
let's hope someday somehow someone will make me happier

Let's recall my 2006 resolution: BE HAPPY

2006-01-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

WISHING ALL MY FRIENDS A PROPEROUS AND A HAPPIER YEAR AHEAD!

2005-12-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

This is going to be one of my last entry in year 2005. I do not want to even think about what happened in this year that make me feel so burned up. Many unhappy incidents happened to me.
But sadly, life still have to goes on. There is no way I have to make myself so sad every day because I know I am going older day by day. I should have more fun when I am young. My mum always complains she will remain single if she would turn back time. I asked her 'WHY?' Isn't marriage a wonderful thing to be? To have kids and a complete family. It is not that she has an unhappy marriage with my dad. They are lovely and often travel together and even cuddle and hugs and kiss in front of me. She told me. It is the 'FREEDOM' that she didn't get enough of.

I don't want what.

I just just one ting wish for year 2006.

I want to be happy.

2005-12-21T01:38:00.000+08:00

Don't you think beautiful flowers sometimes do lighten up your spirits?

Hoho... Look at these at my office.. Guess which is fake?

haha...

The one 2nd on the right!.

THIS IS REAL PINK ROSES!!!

beautiful flowers

2005-12-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

by Stormy

You came home late again tonight,
I pretended to sleep at your side.
You don't care my heart is breaking,
My silent tears I easily hide.
You're running out of excuses..
My trust has long ago wore thin.
I don't care anymore what you're doing,
I no more worry where you've been.
Tomorrow, I'll be long gone
No more time wasted with you.
You'll be free to do what you want,
With nobody to explain to.
I will listen no more,
To the lies that stop my heart.
No more of your disrespect,
No more falling apart.
You say you love me...
Yet I'm not your only one.
No more apologies, it's too late.
The damage is already done.

You won't walk on me again,
My door is closed to you.
Find someone else,
To tell your problems to.
I am better than that,
I deserve to come first.
I will not stand in line,
For you to quench my thirst.
The pain you've buried in my soul...
Has brought me to my knees.
I'm scared to even feel again,
And with you, my mind won't ease.
You've drained me of my pride,
Until I'm not sure of who I am.
Brought so many tears,
Until I finally didn't give a damn.
Tomorrow you'll awake..
To find yourself alone.
I'm no longer yours to hurt,
My life is now my own.
Freedom you said I'd never have,
Has been waiting there for me.
Once, I was the one who truly loved you,
You were just too blind to see.

2005-12-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

why can't be happy?

2005-12-14T23:54:00.000+08:00

in the beginning, i begin a promising future.
you destroyed it.
but i tried to recreate it
you miss it
and you hurt it.

trying so hard every time
to create a future to behold in our hands
to love and care for you in my heart ever and forever.

you know it not. ?

2005-12-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

i heard jingles....!!
Christmas is approaching on our way...
I just can't wait it to happen ...!

2005-11-14T19:41:00.000+08:00

My mind rumbles like little rocks rolling down a steep slope. How long does it going to last? Am I going to behold it?

hurtz

2005-11-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

Life is a little bored these days. I have always been looking forward to the weekends to that I can rest and relax. OR...I will be waiting for the day to end so that I can go to gym.
All of the sudden for this whole week, I have the love for body combat and kickboxing exercise. Oh yeah, I am also at the same time practising this superb mediation with my colleague of not eating anything heavy during lunch hour. And practically shopping and eating fruits and yogurt and fruit juice. Oh yeah, by night I am so exhausted with all the workouts and no food. I am waiting for Friday so that I can pig out! Life is bored without food. But with food, I am so fat. I'm getting so fat ever since I step into the working world.
HUH!! I think I am not so active as before when I was in school. I MISS SCHOOL!
Well, back to the topic of diet and food. 3 main problems with women these days are:-
(1) DIET
(2) LOOKING GOOD
(3) SHOPPING

Let's take love and wealth aside as these comes along with a man by her side. Wealth? What if your guy happens to be not-so-rich? Then let romance covers the stain! Life is always not so prefect as we always wanted to be. Let's all take one step at a time and be contented with our life.

2005-11-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

31st October 2005!

Happy 3rd year anniversay!

my mehmeh gift from hui ...

Love is knowing no matter what happen that you have someone who love you inside and out. The littlest things you do puts a smile on there face. Whenever your sad they seem to lift you up by just being there. Love is always lending a hear or a helping hand.

Love is when you fall love picks you up. Love is enduring ever lasting precious and something you give.
Written by Cheytara

2005-10-10T00:54:00.000+08:00

GUESS! GUESS! GUESS! Where did we went?

HAHA!

We went to Labrador Park... HAHA! (Along Labrador Villa Road off Pasir Panjang Road)
Just a little information:-

The park is famous for its World War II relics and bunkers. Visitors can experience a chapter of Singapore's past by walking along the history trail. The trail captures the history of the fort and the war. Visitors can also see a casemate (war bunker) and tunnels in the park. Students, especially, will benefit from the educational value of these war relics.

Labrador Park is an oasis of tranquility and natural wonder. The park offers picturesque views of the sea and a rich variety of flora and fauna that will delight nature lovers. These include Podocarpus polystachys, Mangifera foetida and Eugenia grandis. Of special interest is the monocotyledonous tree, Dracaena maingayi, estimated to be more than 80 years old. An aerial staircase built on the edge of the secondary forest will offer you a prime view of the cliff side vegetation coupled with a panoramic view of the sea. The staircase will take the visitor on a leisurely descent down to the jetty. If fishing is your cup of tea, join the regular group of anglers at the sea walk along the promenade.

Oh yeah, it is only officially opened this year in March 2005. So people, go for it..if you are looking for a place away for the noisy town area, do make a trip down for fishing, bbq or walking?

How to reach there?--Well, we actually took Bus 408 from HarbourFront bus interchange. Its very near and, within 5-8mins you will reach the destionation. And the best part the entrance to the park is FREE. However if you would like to venture to the tunnels, you have to pay an adult fee of $8.40 (guided tour of both tunnel 1 and 2) -- definitedlyworth it!~

i know my pose is very funny.

sigh..tomorrow is my first day at work. I hate first day at work. Hui is now asking me to sleep early now. But I just can't sleep. I feel so bored without my freedom. That is life!

part of the information is extracted from: http://www.nparks.gov.sg/nparks_cms/display_park.asp?parkid=12

2005-10-09T00:34:00.000+08:00

Friday was a havoc day out with my mother and cousins.. Firstly we hop to Amara Hotel some salsa club which mostly consists of middle age crowd. The ambience is good and hip. I guess its my mum's likes and so did her colleague who came along the way! We played a few stupid games with my da jie da and laugh and drink until we go ga-ga. It was only midnight when my mum and her colleague got a bit tipsy, I sent her to the taxi-stand after that.

Here we start on club hop, my cousin drove my da jie da and myself to este(dunno whether is it spelt in this way) anyway, the crowd isn't suitable for my cousin and I. We are only there for around 30mins before we move ourselves to Devils Bar. Actually I loathe Devils Bar.hurhur.

We waited for ah hock(cousin's friend)outside Madam Wong for a while and it really took us 'a while' to wait for him! oh god! And we took pictures while waiting.. .. hee..

my cousin Joanna

Don't you think my lips are too swollen and my eyes are blood-shot..!? haha.. Actually by then I am already tipsy. Those who knows I am a poor drinker yah..

By the time we got into Devils, the place is hot.. cos' filled with drunk people already and so am I.

Ah Hock opened a bottle and we just chat and drink at the bar. Whereas my cousin Joanna is somehow no where in sight until minutes later. From what my memory can tell me, I only know that Ah Hock kept asking me to drink and chill. By then, I am already starting to hit and spill 2 glasses of drinks. The elaboration shall not be continued at the bar... I felt so uncomfortable..and oh yes!! I vomitted at joanna's car and another I know that Ah hock took care of me and I was covered with this garage bag! My Da jie da hopped onto to the car later when Joanna fetched her from boat quay. She was like grumbling like mad. Da jie da is my auntie, of 41 years old with 2 kids and as havoc as ever. heh.

They then drove me back to Hui house. i think they kinda lost their way cos' I was practically giving muttering kind of directions. haha. Anyway they found it and Hui picked me up. Oh yeah, I woke up with a very bad headache and a massive hangover. Feel like vomitting for like the whole morning.

2005-10-05T14:44:00.000+08:00

I couldn't lift up the bike to its main stand today. Why? You Guess?

HUMPH! its all because of the combat lesson I had! my wounds on my shoulder haven't recover and it is killing me. No strength, no energy. To make this point, I have no stamina just because of one lesson.

Oh well, guess what I had for lunch? yummy yum yum.. I have sour cream potato chips with Yogurt! ITS SO NICE!

dip ya chips in yogurt~! dip ya chips in yogurt~!

2005-10-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

My MUM sms me early in the morning to accompany her to go for the body combat class at noon.

I am being forced. Because I want to sleep. Be a good daughter, I have to go...

blow bubbles blow~ ~

2005-09-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

I am finally financially independent in days to come!

Yipee

2005-09-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

i FAILED MY RIDING THEORY TEST!!!!!

I AM MAD

2005-09-29T16:28:00.000+08:00

i am in formal . heh!

looks stupid? me self-studio at home okie.. heh hehe..

2005-09-28T13:57:00.000+08:00

A lost deer?

I get really panic when it comes to my bike assessment day

2005-09-27T18:06:00.000+08:00

If I would to be allow to ..

Let me have this !!!......
Saw this at ebay. It is a real cutie

2005-09-26T18:27:00.000+08:00

I was SO ANGRY by this morning interview by this Luo Tuo bitch.
Or I would say a bitch political company. It just wasted my time and effort and I just wanted to scream. I kept my cool and even lost my appetite.

Yes. I get disturbed easily by people's comments.

' Oh I don't think you are confident enough to take up this position..' ---hey!~ ~ (I wouldn't doubt my confidence for job interviews ok) JUST SHUT UP stupid bitch.

I went for another one at 3.30pm. And this is a pleasant one. The HR personnel actually asked me to consider for a Account Executive position (yes, account without the (s))- which means doing SALES! NO PLEASE......i beg u. Please do not cage me into the sales department again.
The so-called HR personnel told me that 'the way I presented myself and the way I talk, I think you have definitedly no problems for the position I am seeking for ' She opted for me a challenging one.

I was overjoyed by her compliments. There...i told ya, I AM NOT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT I AM TO BE BY THE COMMENTS OF THE STUPID Luo Tuo BITCH.

val's secret weapon to deal with disgusted comments during an interview:-

Step 1: Keep on smiling until your mouth feels numb.

Step 2: Maintain your pose and confidence level and do not feel sulky just because of the comments shooting at you.

Step 3: Pick up more courage and if possible ask some questions in regards to the job scope.

Step 4: FINALLY KICK THE INTERVIEWER ASS AND RUN! hahahahaa (just kidding. I just like to kid around.) Like some interviewers who like to kid me around) HAH.

2005-09-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Accompanied my mummy for this Duck Tour with her colleagues on a good nice Saturday afternoon.

The boat looks something like this.

I know the duck tour thing is kinda expensive and I just decided to come along with my mum. Since I am always not with her during the weekends. And at the same time, I am lusting for the dinner at Sentosa after the Duck Tour. Which disappointing tells me the dinner just gives me nightmare. I just do not wish to say anymore. But we do have a great time at the Duck Tour, especially my mother.. who is just so crazy.. She is very crazy. And she just told me a minute ago that she is going to wear a tundong to work tml? For what, i asked. Too embarrassed to face her colleagues. The thing is that she jump and scream and had lots of fun on that Saturday.

It is great but too much for a group of grumpy and boring typical singaporean. (and it includes me who just want to enjoy the breeze quietly.)

She looks something like this for the past half an hour before she starts to quiet down.

I feel a little better when she starts to calm down. Hee..

And this is me enjoying the breeze and the sun

And my mum picks the best picture of us. She thinks this is a great shot.

And I caught this cute dude. It reminds me of Crayon Shin-chan. sorry baby :<

Actually the sunlight is getting on my nerves.

And I bought MY MELODY at Harbourfront. oh my.. love her to bits.

And I had self-bbq Otak at Hui house. It was shiok.

Signing off as missval for the day. Another hectic week coming up